My soul … loves you. My ego ... hates you. by the well known romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
I saw her … adoring him.
… but also had moments when i saw hate into her eyes while looking at him.
And … i’ve dared one day to ask her … “How the hell can you love and hate him into the same time?!”
She looked at me … and smiling … replies … “it’s all related to what my soul or my ego is …. whispering me.
And sometimes …. things in life ….are too dominated by duality.”
Somehow … continuing to analyse them as a couple … but especially her … the way she acted into the love story revealed to me that even amazing love stories are a lot under the influences of the nonsense.
Last time when i’ve met her … and she was alone … i’ve dared again to ask her one more question.
… “Tell me honestly … do you really love him … or ….?!”
Laughing … she replied … “… or …. all is a charade?!
Well … it’s difficult to tell you the real truth.
It really is.
Honestly …. I feel love into my soul while thinking of him … but he drives crazy my Ego … all the time…
So …. “
You see … I came into a point … when i’ve realised that love stories are very weird.
Cause … yes … it is impossible to understand how someone can love and hate the same person … wanting and not wanting to be together.
Maybe … indeed … soul is loving … but the ego is hating.
And … still … what is the logical explanation?!
Today … I would dare to say that it’s all about on which influences are into the now.
The emotional balance is normal.
Even if it all looks so illogical … we simple need to accept that there are good, but also ugly moments into the real life.
It’s a real fact … and we should see all part of … normality.
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